Had some odd news from a friend about someone and how they feel about me. Jut complicating things and messing with everyone a little bit more, I didn’t actually think this could happen. But no, it won’t change anything because I won’t let it. You had your chance. And now we can be friends. I don’t think I’d ever trust him enough or fully get over what has already gone down. But man, I miss him. Fuck this all. Let’s have Christmas; open presents, overeat, watch shit telly and be fucking jolly.
